Monday, March 28, 2011

Ouch vs. Blessed?!

Weird title? Well it's been a weird weekend. It actually started last Wednesday evening when I started have pain on the lower right side of my back. But, I took some tylenol, put on a heating pad, Brian gave me a massage and it went away. I did however call the doctor the next morning because I was supposed to be going down to Utah that day and wanted to make sure it wasn't anything serious before leaving. I met with the nurse practitioner, and she felt pretty sure that it was sciatic nerve pain because I had also woke up that morning with numbness on the bottom of my right heel. She gave me a card of of a chiropractor and sent me on my way. I did however pick up one of those sexy belly braces for maternity to give me more support on the drive down.


Everything had been going fine, I'd been shopping with my mom and sister (who are already spoiling my unborn daughter), and had picked out my cute fabric to make Abrie's bedding. But, by 5:30 on Friday evening, my pain had come back, and none of the things I had done before was making it better. I finally called my doctor and told him what was going on (I also had almost thrown up a couple of times by then), and he said that if I were up in Rexburg he would have me come into the E.R. to get checked out for a kidney stone. So, by 8:30, my mom took me to the E.R., and my dad put Landen to bed (Brian had drill this weekend at Ft. Williams, only about 30 minutes from my parents house). When I got to the E.R., they sent me right upstairs to get Abrie checked out. I peed in a cup and was hooked up to monitors to watch my baby girl. Well apparently my urine came back "clean" meaning no blood (which supposedly would indicate a kidney stone), but I was dehydrated. No one had offered me a glass of water or hooked me up to an IV, so apparently they didn't consider this a big deal...nimrods! Anyway, the OB on call, who I never saw, had the nurse give me a 10 mg shot of Morphine and was gonna send me home only taking tylenol. The morphine hadn't even touched my pain! By this time Brian and his sister Amy had come because his commanding officers had told him to leave and go take care of his family (I love them for this!). Shortly later I threw everything up, grateful I hadn't eaten dinner! They were still going to send me home, so we requested to be sent back down to the E.R. to have and ultrasound of my kidney done since Abrie was looking ok.


When we got to the E.R., even the doctor didn't think there was a kidney stone problem because of my urine test, but when he realized that he was up against 3 nurses and 1 of them worked at the hospital, he went ahead and ordered the ultrasound. Unsurprisingly they found fluid buildup in my kidney, which indicates that my ureters are being blocked, most likely by a stone, so finally someone believed there was a problem. They were finally able to get my pain under control and sent me home with pain meds, nausea meds, and a med to open up my ureters hoping that I would pass the stone. Oh, and I had to strain all my urine.


All was well until about 5:30 am when the pain started to come back. The heating pad helped a little, but then I took my medicine to open me up and boy did the pain increase!!! So, my mom got on the phone with a urologist she works with and he ordered a limited x-ray test to be done in the E.R. So, trip #2 to the E.R. they injected me with some contrast to see if they can see the stone. 15 minutes after the injection my left kidney had cleared the contrast all the way to my bladder. 2 1/2 hours after, my right kidney still hadn't passed any contrast past my kidney...definitely a blockage. So, I was sent to another hospital to have a nephrostomy tube placed into my right kidney to drain the fluid off of it. Well because I'm in my 3rd trimester, I cannot have any major sedation or anesthesia because it will put me into labor, so they only used numbing shots to place this garden hose of a tube. In the process they supposedly moved the stone into my bladder...one of the most painful experiences of my life!!! I was sent back to the first hospital to stay the night with my new tube and bag in place.


The next day when I finally met the urologist that was sending me home, he originally told me that I would have to have the tube in the rest of the pregnancy...until I told him that the stone had been pushed into my bladder. So, hopefully I only need to keep this sucker in until next Monday or Tuesday, totally crossing my fingers! Oh, and Landen has been throwing up all weekend, (every 24 hours), my dad's shingle's came back and my great uncle passed away! We have been so blessed though! I don't know what I would have done if I would have been back in Rexburg all by myself with all this going on while Brian was down here in Utah! So, I missed my baby shower that my sister had planned for me on Saturday, but a lot of them have been stopping by to see me and give me a gift anyway...I have the best friends and family! It's amazing the tender mercies our Heavenly Father gives us in the most unexpected ways!

Monday, March 21, 2011

"Had a bad day"

After an unusual bad morning of tantrums, messes and bossiness, this is what usually becomes the result. He just needed sleep mom, duh!

Hard to be mad when they are so calm and cute!
Oh, and BJ will take a nap with him too!


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Starting to "freak out"

Today I'm at 30 weeks. With Landen, it was only 3 1/2 weeks later that we had him! I REALLY DO NOT WANT ANOTHER PREEMIE! Besides I hated having him in the NICU for the first 25 days of his life, and remember how much that sucked not being able to come home with my baby, but we're losing our insurance April 9th! It will hopefully only last MAX 10 days, and I'll just have to put myself on bed rest during that time ;), but I've NEVER been without insurance and hadn't realized what a reassurance it had on my state of mind. I know this is where I need to rely on faith and know that my Heavenly Father knows my needs and will find someway to provide for them, even if it's not how I expect! In the meantime, we're trying to continue to get the house ready to put on the market, and I'm trying to not do too much and Brian's making sure of it ;). So, there's my "freak out". Oh, on a good note, at my doctor's appointment yesterday, they gave me a free "date night" with my husband and I'm looking forward to using it soon (dinner and a movie). How awesome is that!

Monday, March 7, 2011

Flour Power

So, Landen and I decided to make some sugar cookies the other day, and I made the stupid mistake of leaving the bag of flour out while I was painting in Abrie's room. Landen came in and shut the door for me (what a sweet boy), and I should have known something was going on by the amount of squealing and laughing that was going on in the kitchen, but seriously I was just trying to finish the baseboards. It was only a 5 minute project for crying out loud! Well, this is what can happen in 15 minutes. Apparently Landen was throwing flour at BJ, which BJ was trying to lick up at first, but then he started running outside to get away from him. I even heard Landen climb the chair and bang on the window to try and get BJ to come back in. Anyway, this is what I found:


Here's Landen helping me frost the cookies (he'd put a dab on the cookie, then put a spoonful in his mouth...very helpful ;)
See the cute little Landen and BJ prints?

This is the pile of flour I swept up (sorry it's hard to see with my light floors)


Some of the damage



The innocent flour covered face (sorry couldn't get the picture to rotate)




The 2 accomplices. I love that they're both hanging their heads in shame ;)



As I was trying to clean all this up, my visiting teachers stopped by for a surprise visit...they got a good kick out of my flour covered house and child. Glad I could brighten someones day ;)




Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Life...

Feast or famine, that about describes the cycle of our life right now. We just found out a couple of days ago that we have too much debt to income ratio (thank you student loans) to refinance our house right now. We've given the VA documents signed by Brian's commanding officer how much money he's going to be making once he graduates to prove MORE money will be there, but they just want to wait until May/June before proceeding. Not that I really blame them with this economy! But, we're were really kind of counting on having a lower monthly payment and not having to make a payment in March. Also, I haven't been getting ANY hours at work! I seriously have not worked since February 3rd. Granted I only work 1 night a week, but it has been extra income we've been counting on. Finally, we no longer qualify for GI Bill benefits because Brian has maxed out on them (good thing he's graduating), so there's money lost, and we're finally going to have to start paying on the VA loan that we took out to do some work on the house in 2009. It's all just a little overwhelming! Too much all at the same time!

But, I keep thinking, what could I be doing more? Can I really expect to be blessed when I'm not doing everything I can to show my Heavenly Father that I am deserving of such blessings? I know this kind of stuff happens to good people ALL the time, but at the same time, it's good to be reminded that I need to be making more of an effort in my spiritual wellness and not focusing so much on the temporal things. I am extremely blessed and need to remind myself of this when I start internally pointing fingers and having my pitty parties! Why am I blogging this? It makes me feel better to get it out I guess. I know that this too will pass, and we will learn from it and make better choices in the future, but I am truly grateful for the reminder of what it is I really need to be focusing on!