Monday, March 28, 2011
Ouch vs. Blessed?!
Posted by BriANDaleen at 1:38 PM 3 comments
Monday, March 21, 2011
"Had a bad day"
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Starting to "freak out"
Today I'm at 30 weeks. With Landen, it was only 3 1/2 weeks later that we had him! I REALLY DO NOT WANT ANOTHER PREEMIE! Besides I hated having him in the NICU for the first 25 days of his life, and remember how much that sucked not being able to come home with my baby, but we're losing our insurance April 9th! It will hopefully only last MAX 10 days, and I'll just have to put myself on bed rest during that time ;), but I've NEVER been without insurance and hadn't realized what a reassurance it had on my state of mind. I know this is where I need to rely on faith and know that my Heavenly Father knows my needs and will find someway to provide for them, even if it's not how I expect! In the meantime, we're trying to continue to get the house ready to put on the market, and I'm trying to not do too much and Brian's making sure of it ;). So, there's my "freak out". Oh, on a good note, at my doctor's appointment yesterday, they gave me a free "date night" with my husband and I'm looking forward to using it soon (dinner and a movie). How awesome is that!
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Monday, March 7, 2011
Flour Power
So, Landen and I decided to make some sugar cookies the other day, and I made the stupid mistake of leaving the bag of flour out while I was painting in Abrie's room. Landen came in and shut the door for me (what a sweet boy), and I should have known something was going on by the amount of squealing and laughing that was going on in the kitchen, but seriously I was just trying to finish the baseboards. It was only a 5 minute project for crying out loud! Well, this is what can happen in 15 minutes. Apparently Landen was throwing flour at BJ, which BJ was trying to lick up at first, but then he started running outside to get away from him. I even heard Landen climb the chair and bang on the window to try and get BJ to come back in. Anyway, this is what I found:
As I was trying to clean all this up, my visiting teachers stopped by for a surprise visit...they got a good kick out of my flour covered house and child. Glad I could brighten someones day ;)
Posted by BriANDaleen at 4:38 PM 1 comments
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Life...
Feast or famine, that about describes the cycle of our life right now. We just found out a couple of days ago that we have too much debt to income ratio (thank you student loans) to refinance our house right now. We've given the VA documents signed by Brian's commanding officer how much money he's going to be making once he graduates to prove MORE money will be there, but they just want to wait until May/June before proceeding. Not that I really blame them with this economy! But, we're were really kind of counting on having a lower monthly payment and not having to make a payment in March. Also, I haven't been getting ANY hours at work! I seriously have not worked since February 3rd. Granted I only work 1 night a week, but it has been extra income we've been counting on. Finally, we no longer qualify for GI Bill benefits because Brian has maxed out on them (good thing he's graduating), so there's money lost, and we're finally going to have to start paying on the VA loan that we took out to do some work on the house in 2009. It's all just a little overwhelming! Too much all at the same time!
But, I keep thinking, what could I be doing more? Can I really expect to be blessed when I'm not doing everything I can to show my Heavenly Father that I am deserving of such blessings? I know this kind of stuff happens to good people ALL the time, but at the same time, it's good to be reminded that I need to be making more of an effort in my spiritual wellness and not focusing so much on the temporal things. I am extremely blessed and need to remind myself of this when I start internally pointing fingers and having my pitty parties! Why am I blogging this? It makes me feel better to get it out I guess. I know that this too will pass, and we will learn from it and make better choices in the future, but I am truly grateful for the reminder of what it is I really need to be focusing on!
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